I`m sorry.

I feel guilty for some reason that running away from people and friends. How I wish I could speak up and tell the truth, but yet this is me..always telling YES instead of NO. But when the time comes I couldn't manage to do nor even say sorry. How mean is that huh? I prayed for her that she successful to pass with flying color without my help. I'm really sorry.....

over the past week, I've lost my friend at my workplace which she w as also my mates, we used to work together , eat and pray together. I shared a lot of things and we usually talk heart to heart, that kind of things, but when she got resign, I feel lost and unhappy with my works now. We had like almost tough and difficult matters to deal with but God knows better for us, just pray and hope one day it will comes, InshaAllah.

love you! mrs raha bt johar. you are the greatest mother!

consistency is more important than being the best.

great time weekend

last weekend, I had a dinner with besties dian & fin and fin`s daughter and husband. long time tak jumpa, so we had dinner together at *sorry I forgot the place* but its quiet nice try steak house but ya lor of course so nice because fini belanja ma..hahaha. thanks babe for the treat! but the most greatest weekend cause I met up with the lovely Tiara Melissa. ish! geram gila! such adorable girl. so girls please setup our next dinner with gojes gonjeng ya...

a month just left away.

alhamdulillah..I`ve been in MBC more than a month and counting for the next 5 months probation period need to go but currently still looking for a job that suits with my passion and ability in the same time. well, as a fresh grad students I do not be able to demands for payment and post, I should grab whatever opportunities in front of me and learn every single things. I have a dream to achieve which also everyone have their too but instead making complaints and noise, I rather sit alone and working by my own but so far alhamdulillah,I am grateful for having a very good supportive manager and team mates even tho they are much younger than me but most of them have much experience in banking growth industry so, I need to catching up more to set up myself same level with them. Let just place the positive spirits in mind and InshaAllah your jobs will doing fine with the permission of Allah.

2 more days!

crazy dude

nothing greater to compared with, you always put a smile on me whenever I feel down and sad. However sometimes you like to fight with me but we always ended up with laughter. you know what the most sexiest thing about you? your awkward-ness! from time to time rasa macam nak sepak je bila suka buat blur-blur, tapi serious i felt in love with your crazy nature. good night AA.

new life

Its been a long time didn't post anything here so, InshaAllah my brand new day has come this coming Monday, hope everything will gonna be alright and I'm ready to do it. I had shopping for my working attire, clueless on what to buy and what kind of cloths and shoes to wear since this is my first time working with banking growth industry and just bought 2 pair of pants and 3 pieces of shirts and shoes. duh! I know its some kind so JAKUN..but seriously I've got no idea what to wear.

the best thing during my shopping is I bought a killer heels which was recommended by A and I was like...oh! gila lah A got very high taste on ladies fashion even me myself kolot nak pakai heels tinggi jalan-jalan. I don't know whether I capable to wear it in office. Its oklah.

so, wish me luck for this Monday and forward, the beginning of working women. ceh! poyo.

I cant stop looping

Aaliyah - Are You That Somebody (Acoustic Cover)

by Tiffyiffyiffy

walk away

put side away from heart and mind, never look back again. The past would be the greatest or the worst or can be both memories but I prefer to throw away...far away not even to see it. Keep that you are not weak or lose because you are not one but the only time need to proof to us someday. yes. one day. the only day you choose to be .

but for now..let just walk ..........and walk..............walk until you achieve and hold it. and thats yours.

long time now

so its have been 3-4 months I guess, seeking and looking for a job. Its pretty sad when I was interviewed with this particular company which expecting for high expectation. I am the fresh graduate and of course I need some time to learn more and training some skills but yes I have to admit its so hard to find one that really suits my abilities and passion at the same time. But after all, I know this is somehow a challenge for myself to look forward what is the best thing in the corporate world needs.

so today its Friday, next week on Tuesday I`ve got another one interview for junior IT operation analyst post at Phileo Damansara. wish me luck and InshaAllah I`ll do my best but if I fail to do , its ok, the world is never end yet.

yay! happy today.

hehehhehe..he just got back from kampung and will starting the class on monday. ya Allah. how much I`ve been missing the mister the whole month. in before, IMU, A. May Allah blessing you for the new semester and it`ll be the last one, InshaAllah..

how I wish I`ve selected by the most favorite greatest designer, Hana Tajima. oh! please don't be too perasan lyana..you are definitely not stylish like most hijabis blogger and not even. huhuhu.. everyone damn awesome and great tho.

tiramisu has just end.

I wasn't watch the series at first but I`ve been told by a friend to watch this, so I`ve seen for quite lot of episodes and hanged in the middle and continuing back this week and fuuuuuuu luckily today is the last episodes.

as my opinion, the ending was terrible as become to be in real love story but I know it just a drama, so why bother? hahahaa.. but I did enjoy as a whole and adore with melur`s character.

kan best kalau cerita cinta macam drama tiramisu. huhuhuhu.... yelah tu.

“1 of the greatest mistakes a man could ever make is watching a good woman walk away & letting his pride stop him from stopping her” RT @TheMulahTruth

Brian McFadden - Like Only A Woman Can

do you?

Salam...

have you ever thought that when will you die? do you think about it? or it just me..sigh. I used chatting with my uni bff which both of you considering ourself jobless like almost everyday we chatted about why we don`t have such a good living like others in way of career, families,loves and many things and also felt that we`re useless enough. sigh again! seeing all surrounding my friends, they managed to succeed what have their planning to be. what a bliss huh?..

but at the end of the day, the happiness sometimes could be turn out something ....... and most saddest part is death. I don`t know how to handle if I lost the person I love the most, scared to losing my parents, friends and loved ones..what will happen if they no longer to be with you in this world anymore. seriously I`m too scared and like almost at night I used to recite and pray to Allah for me to be strong dealing of in the future circumstances.

InshaAllah..

food stop.

very hard to find halal food here in singapore and so rare to see mamak in town as well. Al-ameen is the only mamak restaurant which introduced by my cousin here at woodlands. There are so many variety of foods you can choose from locals to western . I ordered prata chesee mushroom and teh tarik. but the price quite expensive compared to Malaysia. ( of course.)

my cousin ordered prata pisang with honey on top...it was damn good i tell you.

so just drop here if you are in woodlands after you passing the immigration. Al-Ameen eating corner, 30 woodlands avenue 1 #01-10 the Woodgrove Singapore.

balik kampung.

scenery JB city from woodlands waterfront.

as per title above, went back to Singapore for a week and InshaAllah probably will back there soon to looking jobs there. am not sure this yet because mama & abah won`t allowed me to go, so right now I still convincing them to let me, the only reason why I wanted to work there is because for me to gain more knowledge and experience but we`ll see how first.

by the way, the post here not telling you about my work but I wanted to share with you what have I done during my long holiday since a lot my friends asking which places to go while in Singapore, will updating more soon ok.

blessing happiness

Salam..

I know its been a long time I haven`t blogging in serious way, in my during day blogging in tumblr such an amazing moment too but I personally felt that tumblr is just a platform for me to express my art feelings and sort of like talking about fashion, photograph and many things but its not work to express or share my daily routine with people in tumblr, ( but I don`t know to others ).

but anyhow I`m back for good this time around in blogspot, InshaAllah. I hope. and yes, still an active tumblr account holder too.

feel free to drop by blessing happiness tumblr

Assalamualaikum